Cassie

I don’t deserve this…

No matter how many times I tell myself I’m strong enough, no matter how many times I try to keep this shield up, all the bs and crap I see hurts me so much even more. I’ve done nothing to deserve any of this. Not from them especially. I’ve been nothing but a good person to them and that’s what I get when something happens? I wanted things to somewhat be on good terms. Am I not a good person? Do I bot deserve good friends? Why don’t people grow up! It just shows how immature and inconsiderate these people are. Calling me leaving me msgs on a blocked number. Embarrassing me? Just shows what kinds of friend they are to me. I’ll never understand why they feed off of drama and the weakness of others. Grow up, get a life! The world is a lot bigger than the stupid murky pond you feed in. This is it… I’m out from that bs I don’t have to pretend to like any of you anymore if that’s the shit I get. Thanks.